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Painful Yet Happy Weekend

First of all, sorry for the crappy image quality. My brother stole my digital camera ∑(O_O; ). These photos are taken by none other than my K610i phone. Heres the full report:

  • Friday : A friendy dota match with a group of chinese player. Win a damn good match (2 out of 2)
  • Saturday Night till sunday morning(around 4 am): Another friendly match with the same group of players only this time they send a few senior player from their team. Win a super hard match. Hell Yeah! (2 out of 2)
  • Sunday 4am: Eat at A&W 24hr branch. Yummy
  • Sunday 6am: Split up to grab towels, shorts and change of clothes.
  • Sunday 7am till 10am: Bath and fool around at Hutan Lipur Kancing. Clean and cool water to freshen up our body and soul. Also be the main attraction of the spot when making a tall 3 tier human triangle. Whoohooo. Sprained my back, cut my foot on a sharp rock. Fun factor removed the pains.
  • Sunday 11am: Back to Cyber Cafe, play a round of Age Of Empire 3, while waiting for our movite time(12.50)
  • Sunday (3pm or something): Finished watching Doomsday, split up, went back home, lunch , sleep.
  • Monday (3am): Wake up, feel like hell. The pain on my whole body. arghh watch Euro Final, quick nap after that and back to work.

Progress

Progress is ‘to maintain order amidst changes’. And I sincerely apologize for the downtime during this past weeks. Plus the lack of new post. The reason is, exabytes reseller shared hosting doesn’t cut it anymore. So I moved the whole family of CESB to a new VPS outside the country. Server switch is not as ‘hellish’ as I originally thought. Although with minor hiccups, I take that as a challenge and as experience so I can ‘level up’ faster.

Enough talking about CESB and server switch etc… Lets talk about ‘progress’ to K Jeans And Jackets. As some of you might have already noticed, this time around I’m using ComicPress theme for wordpress. After this, I will less likely to post about php, wordpress, linux, or any other technical jargon you guys won’t probably understand anyway; and fill this filthy blog with webcomic. I’ll try my best to be a great ‘Bin Jaafar’ and still holding hope that one day, I might beat him or at least stand on the same stage as him.

Enough with the ’shadows’ and lets get going with the ‘art’.

Ain from “Kasturi”

Here’s Ain, heroine (sort of) from my graphic novel Kasturi(Still a long way to go). Tried to colour it a bit, until my sis knock my door saying “Hey time to go to work!”. Ah its morning already eh? how many hours I spend making this again? Its not finished yet.

Ain is twisted girl that killed her own step father in his sleep. Burned her house and live her life with Jimi(hero, name unconfirmed) since then. She tried to kill herself once after her step father abused her. Her teddy bear is a gift from her deceased mother. With a bloody kitchen knife, a teddy bear and a ‘baju kelawar’ she met with Jimi.

Thinking that Jimi is her savior, she devote her life for Jimi, hes the law, he’s everything his smile means everything to her. She would kill, or be killed for Jimi’s happiness. Married to Jimi after neighbours complain about them living together(in malaysia, you u can’t live together with a girl freely).

I’ll post again after the image is done.

What is true love from my perspective. (cewah)

Last time one of my dearest friend ask me, “Mana lagi penting? rupa, hati @ keserasian” n then not long after that another friend ask me. “Cinta sejati tu apa bagi ko K?” So meh aku explain apa pendapat aku. (terpaksa gune bahasa sebab kebanyakan term aku kali ni dalam bahasa) Tapi kan, sebelum aku jawab soalan tu, aku pelik la, kenapa orang suka tanya benda2 camni kat aku? Bila aku tanye derang balik, derang kata “Sbb explanation ko terang dan jelas”…. Aku pun “Huh??? rase cam hampeh jek aku explain”. So mari aku cuba kehebatan aku meng’explain’ cinta sejati neh.

1.”Mana lagi penting? rupa, hati @ keserasian”

Semua bukan. Sebab bagi aku, perasaan tu datang bukan lepas kita tgk muka, hati(waktu awal kenal bkan tau pon hati dia), keserasian(peduli apa horoskop, jenis darah). Kita mula berminat kat dia selepas satu “scene” yang bagi impression mendalam kat dia. Contoh, one of my ex(and the longest lasting of all). Aku syok kat dia masa dia bagitau nama dia dalam bas. Dia tunduk, mata dia jeling ke atas, arah aku. Straight aku nampak seorang perempuan yang paling cantik pernah aku tengok. (member aku cakap dia x la secun awek dia).

Lepas aku kapel ngn dia aku tanya dia: “what makes you says yes?” Dia jawab, masa kat dalam bas, sebelum aku tanya nama dia. Dia nampak aku buang rokok yg baru bakar lepas tengok dia batuk. Bas tu open air, semua orang selamba isap okok, aku blasah la. Then dia tambah “K ingat orang pompuan boleh suka2 bagi nama kat orang yang x kenal?” And nak tau x lepas brape lama baru aku tanya dia soalan tuh? Lepas kitorang clash(3 tahun kapel). Meaning impression tu kuat sangat, kitorang ingat sampai sekarang.

So kesimpulan aku, aku sayang dia sbb cara dia pandang aku waktu tu. Dan aku tau, benda tu takkan berubah sampai bila2. (who could change the past??) Walau kitorang gaduh pon, kalau dia buat muka tu, nak marah pun hilang mood. Ahahah! So whatever happens in the future, the fact that she looked at me(with a heavenly look) at that particular time, never change.

(behtu knape korang clash?) Aku salah, aku gaduh ngn kengkawan serumah aku. (masa tu aku dok umah bujang) Pas kawan2 aku tikam aku dari blakang, aku susah nak percaya kat orang. Dan terkena tempias kat dia. Sian dia. Tapi kitorang still ok. Clash pon x gaduh2 tau.

2. “Cinta sejati tu apa bagi ko K?”

For me, true love is when you love someone for their past, present and future. Will he/she still loves you if you lost you legs tomorrow? What if you lost your sanity? What if you told her/him that you’re an ex convict for several rape cases?(ok tu cam dah melampau sangat kot) What if he/she told you they’re no longer a virgin?

Itu pendapat peribadi aku. Member aku kata cinta sejati tu kalau ko sanggup mati untuk dia. Aku kata, Bodoh! kalau ko sanggup mati untuk dia, ko ingat dia seronok?? Lebih baik hidup susah sama2. Mati = tinggalkan dia. Persamaan yang mudah. Komfom dia nanges 3 bulan straight kalau aku mati. x kira atas apa sebab sekalipun. Nanges 3 bulan??? I don’t want to imagine her doing that. I hate it when she cries. Especially when its my fault.

“So kalau ada lori nak langgar dia ko biar?” Tak, aku selamatkan dia. Tapi aku pastikan yang aku still dapat dengar dia kata “Terima kasih”. Aku tolak dia tepi jalan, gadaikan tangan, kaki, badan. HIlang ingatan pon xpe. Asalkan aku x mati. Aku tanak tinggalkan dia. Aku tanak dia menangis.(at least x la sampai 3 bulan straight)

Kesimpulannya: Mati = tinggalkan dia, jangan suka2 nak mati ek.

p/s- Skarang aku single.. Any volunteers? ahha

Drowning In Melancholy

Lying awake, staring at the ceiling. The fan long broken stands still; unaffected by the havoc world outside my window. I wonder. If this fan can speak, what will be his first phrase? Then I chuckled. Thinking “He must be mad for leaving him unfixed”. Then I turn over and look at my air conditioner. Its too cold. I’m forced to cuddle in this thick blanket. Its uncomfortable. Then I turn over to my pc…shes turning on on herself again. Probably its already 3 am. Thats when she’s in maintenance mode. Doing virus scan, updates, defragmenting and many other things she feels necessary. I smile at her, saying in my heart, “Good girl”. Hearing the casing fans buzzing and hard disks spinning sends me to a kind of trance. It’s like a lullaby. “Its already 3, go to bed darling, tomorrow’s another day” she sangs. Then I feel chill on my neck. Ahh.. its that day again. The 6 ghost are here again. Theres 6 ghost in my room, they don’t usually disturb me but the really love to tease my friends. So I close my eyes, whispering “Its a long day, let me rest tonight okay?”. They understands, they’re gone. I grab my phone, set the alarm and run through the recent calls list. Zero incoming calls, zero outgoing calls since 2 days ago. Then I check my credit, RM28, expiring next week. I remember topping up RM30 earlier this month, but RM2 per month? What am I? A baby? And then I spend the rest of the night surfing 3g, downloads some java games. Until my credit reach RM 3.

Antisocial Sucks! Don’t be like me. Its hard to fix.

Bricking Every Gadget

The things I brick seems to get bigger by the day. People always says “tu la ko, ngegada” “ko ni pun… hackers sangat” “abes tu kene beli baru la?”.

  1. 2007 = Bricked my phone, at that time its brand new.(fixed by my own)
  2. 2007 = Bricked my mp3 player, unintentional, trust me.
  3. 2008 = Bricked my psp after 3 month getting it from the store. (fixed by my own)
  4. Last 2 days = Bricked my motherboard, (its RM1200 retail dude) amazingly fixed by my own o.O;

Bios update is scary, 1 wrong move and your mobo is gone. Im lucky to have unsoldered bios chip and a friend with very similar mobo(Im asus p5n32-E sli plus and his p5n32-e sli). Hot flash it and its done. Sadly, im stuck with his bios version instead. So whatever the “Plus” gives me, I wont get it. So back to the drawing board!!

p/s: Actually, my bios corrupted because I “hex” edit(hence the word hacking) the bios update before installing it, so its 100% my fault.

I love my mobo <3

The rest of KLIBF 2008

While Googling “vista sideshow on psp”

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Edit edit , make typo, edit edit fix typo , edit….. Server down???!!!

That sucks. While helping my friend with his photoblog, I noticed the server always down. Its hard to work on. Imagine my situation. Edit blabla.php locally,…. upload via ftp…….. success! preview on browser…..

Oh dear! Its 1 am in the morning and I’m sleepy. Please let me check whether it works or at least, let me know whether the viewer can access without trouble tonight.

So for those of you who wants to have your own site, please make sure to get a decent host.

Kuala Lumpur International Bookfair 08

Kuala Lumpur International Bookfair 2008 at PWTC Kuala Lumpur. Meet me there at CESB’s booth